@OhShitJaz

doing both today.

DAY NINE : two smileys that describe my life right now.

hmm, 

:/ :[

DAY TEN: one confession.

i always thought it was destiny, we met when we were ten, then again 6 years later, shit is just crazy, and after EVERYTHING we’ve been through shit just aint the same and im proud to say I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE, like love what is that ? i sure dont know especially at this age, but i know what i was feeling was lust and just hormones butt you just a blast from the past, and imaa movee on . :]

Day Eight: Three turn ons

1. lightskinned boyss
2. athletes
3. pretty eyes .

1. dark boys
2. younger then me
3. if your sex game is wack
4. cheaters .

the worst thing in the world, is knowing that the only person in your life you can trust has gavin up on you, my uncle is my life he is the one who has kept me going, been raising me since i was 3, always there for me for ANYTHING, but up untill today things went down hill, he no longer wants to support me in anything, and called me worthless, my heart is on the ground, and i cant look forward to anything anymore. a billion tears just crawl down my face .i feel like shit . what is my purpose here?

1 Ariel morgan
2 Allyson rosales
3 Courtney Franklin
4 Desmond lemon
5 soryiah/Byron/mike/Dom
can’t juss pick only 5 lol ohwell .

1. i wish i never met you.
2. i wish i never told you i loved you.
3. i wish we never became friends
4. i wish id never, invite you over.
5. i wish i never …….
6. i wish id never still miss you

1. basketball
2. food
3. my past
4. my exx
5. my future
6.   i wonder if he’s thinking about me?
7. myy boo thanggg;)

1. attend my basketball games
2. dont lie to me.
3. buy me kitkat bars.
4. make me cookies
5. hold me when im down
6. be REAL.
7. play with my hair.
8. kiss me on my forhead .

1. i am mixed with hispanic and black .
2. ive been playing basketball for 10 years
3. i am an only child
4. i will be 17, november 22
5. im a junior.
6. im very sensitive .
7. i dont trust anyone, not even myself at times
8. im not happy with my life.
9. i wish i never met you .

1.  Ariel Morgan: my gosh i miss youu so muchh like damm! we talked everyday noww its blahhh, i love you though :]

2. Allyson Rosales: you short shitt, i lovee youu. ive never met someone like you who has a big heart, your super sweeet, and your always there for me when i need advice <3

3. Ka’Brelle Thomas: im sorry /:

4. Chastity Elison: the past is the past, ive tried to apologize to you many times but, your just being heard headed, so now its whatever no more trying to be cool .

5. Byron Terrell: blahhh; i heard many stories about youu, common now stop trying to grab every ass that walkss by i meann dam, but with all that said, im glad we met i must admit it was cool while it lasted, but it was a LESSON LEARNED, best believe that .

6. michael collins: omgg i misss youuu! even though your like a super asshole too me! i like talking to you at night when im down, and you always call me a titty baby and make me laugh, come back soon <3 

7.Jackie silvia: i loveee youuuu! we’ve grown so much closer.

8 courtney franklin : my sistaaaa; your truley are the greatest!

9. mauri mark, why are you such a dick towards me?

10.desmon lemon: I LOVE YOU! 

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

lets get fucked up .

no, i do not trust you. i stopped trusting you months ago, i dont know why ive stuck around so long, you and all them girls, especially that one girl, yeah bitch you are FAKE, dont act all buddy buddy with me and then do some shit likee that. butt its whateveeer, shit happens..hope you get what you deserve.

-the end, you will be erased from my memory . 

i dont believe shit that comes out of your dumbass mouth!

youu played me , ha think you could get away with it?

yeahh thats why i caught yo dumbass. 

mmm, but its coool, two can play that game and best believee you gonna get what 

you deserve .

i have no more hope in relationships, its just straight bullshitt to me.

): you put all your devotion into someone, and at the end its just all bull..

im tired of my heart-acing /:

time to just facee the fact, that there no longer is an “us”..

blahhh, life goes on.. 

i saw your cousin at the football game, and we had a long talk.

he asked me why am i wasting my time over you? i said because i loved you alot.then i realized you dont even care anymore, and i was head over heels for you, smh  your the only person who i’ve ever truley cared for, now thats all down the drain, i thought you and i were going to get back together when school started….but as i seee…you’ve already moved on…

my last dayy yayy :]

1 person that i can trust?

i trust about 4 people in my life..

ka’brelle thomas

allyson rosales

ariel morgan

eric fludsidney .

1. i would like to say, that i think you are very childish and imature. You dislike me over a boy that isnt even here anymore. I tried to squash with you but no you wanna be a lil bitch about it. sweety he is NOT worried about you, trust there are way more girls he fucked with. But out of all you wanna hate me? GROW THE HELL UP. 

2. To my ex, i miss youu..but you play to many games obviously you dont know what you want, so im done wasting my time trying to talk to you, goodbye. 

1. love

2. fuckk.

3. miss you